i feel like you're really trying too hard.
i wonder if she realises it.
now i know what i mean when sihui said-
"always trying to go with the flow"
you know what, I DONT CARE.
it's not like i'm really gonna feel ____.
you're like.. doing it on purpose?
YOU DID IT AGAIN YESTERDAY.
dont you know that i already KNOW?
you made it so obvious the other day.
who cares la okay, who cares.
i'm really feeling very ____ with you & i dont feel like "having fun" with you anymore.


i finally decided to finish my d&t.
the toy.
actually, i didnt plan to finish it.
just get 0.
but then.. d&t is counted in our overall right.
grr. so i decided to do it.
not that bad la. finished it already.
it's horrible. the colours are like..
HORRIBLE! haha.
my sister says it's.. nice & cute.
maybe cos her school doesnt have d&t la.

today, didnt have class from 0830 to 1045.
my hair was supposed to be neat today.
but guess what, early in the morning, my hairband BROKE. haha.
still lived without it.
stupid guy bossing us around.
i'm supposed to be the RECEPTION person la.
not your tell them which way to move by doing hand signs person.
haha. i dont like him. i got scolded for not doing what he told me to do when tht isnt what i'm supposed to do.
cut your rat rail beard off then you know.
haha. hmm.
didnt have maths. ahh.
not gonna have maths again tmr.
what's gonna happen. i'm gonna become WORSE.
then my brain will explode on saturday while i try to understand my maths at kim's house.
i'm gonna irritate all of them. haha.
after school, went to great world with rena & yiwen.
lunched at kfc.
bought my breadtalk dinner.
took bus with rena, came home.
laaaa. haha. guess what.
i was being a pig again.
i fell asleep while watching tv and woke up at 1845.
so much for coming home early to study.

didnt feel like eating when i woke up,
watched whatever that was on the tv screen.
turned out to be kinda interesting.
sadly, it wasnt a cartoon. haha.
i didnt eat the dinner my mother cooked.
neither did i eat my breadtalk dinner.
dunno what to do with my himalayas!
hahaha. dont know how to spell the name of my bread la. haha.

making science notes.
taking a break now.
i miss you! ):
lim bo seng is the love of MY life. (not mer's)
he's my hero, my one & only.
i've got his picture. & i secretly stuck it in everyone's history textbook.
the yellow/orange textbook.
the one we used in sec 1 & 2. ya.
hahahahahaha.

i feel like going to woodlands.
oh yes.
the perfect 10 campus visit thing.
ya. so many people were like. following jamie yeo.
rena, yiwen & i were walking to the canteen.
guess what.
suddenly, jamie yeo!
walking towards us!
i was holding onto rena's d&t and i was like.
:O
hahahaha. pretty ah. skinny, sexy!
she's got nice legs. hahahaha.
i sound like some pervert.
haha. yup. then she saw us standing there.
looking like this- :O
then she waved & said hello.
and i still was like :O
hahaha.

i ate banana.
i left the skin on the table outside on purpose.
later i'm gonna check for LIZARDS.

hahaha okay okay.
it's time to get back to my science notes!
you're scaring me!! ):
so,
BYE!
:D
->22:11

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